Posted by: itinz | January 22, 2009

enough is enough..

I’ve decided to leave you behind, you and all memories about you.

You’ve said we were a mistake and we didn’t destined to be together. Eventough hard to hear and believe, but I walked away certainly.

When I find my another path to follow, you came and distract me even more than before. Your grace I can’t escape, your love I can’t forecast.

Okay, I’m in love. I laugh and cry, I jump and run. Try to catch a glance of a clue, but  clouds of empty hope blocking the truth.

Now that I can see the reality, you’re pushing me so I can’t even breathe.

Hey, I’m not trying to tie you tight! I’m not trying to get closer either! And have you forgotten, taht you were the one asking me for forgiveness, and erased my hatred. I never hate you anyway.

Maybe everything will be better if only I can hate you..

I try to close my eyes and numb my ear. But every little thing about you is unbelievably unforgetful. I’m going to north, but you’re there. I run to the east, and you’re still ain’t go away yet.

Where should I stand in this world when everyplace I walk into reminds me of loving you.

Where could I run when every road I take lead me to where you stand.

It’s fine if you’re in love with her, I’m not someone who will take any revenge from every pain you did. So, don’t see me as if I would did something bad to you.

If you don’t want me inside your world anymore, then why didn’t you just say it?! Why you pick your words gracely and make me feel like you still want me there?!

Now, enough is enough.. It means I must STOP, then stepping forward..

Forgive you, forget you, and leaving all our time behind..


Responses

  1. huhuhuhu…huks…

    tinaaaaaaaaaaaaa…OMG!! this blog makes me speechles :’( Yaa.. WHY oh WHY?? why u pick up ur words n make me feel like u still want me there??? *dedicated to sumone i love*

    Just let me go, if u dun want me, if u dont feel wht i feel … pleasee let me go.. it makes me insane now!! u know that i really2 care bout u.. u know evyrthing inside me.. so, why u dont decide and release me.. huhuhuhu… *CurCol mode on*


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