It’s the way you threw your jacket on me when it’s raining.
It’s the way you grabbed at my backneck when I punch your back.
It’s the way you held my hand when no one is watching us.
It’s the way you pinched my cheek when I smile at you.
It’s the way you put my head on your shoulder when our conversation got heavy.
It’s the way you sniffed my hair when it still wet.

Menurut gue, pekerjaan yaitu sesuatu yg hasilin lo sesuatu untuk bertahan hidup plus juga something which you have passion to work on.

Sekarang, in front of my road, I face a ‘JOB’ which I can’t describe it as ‘Passionable’ and ‘Profitable’. WHY? Karena kerjaan gue ini selain ga kasih gue sesuatu untuk hidupi diri gue sendiri, gue pun makin hari makin ilfeel sm kerjaan yg juntrungannya entah kemana ini. You may say that I don’t have passion to do it, tapi fyi aja waktu pertama kali kerjaan ini ditawarin ke gw, interview pertama, and so on itu ga ada gambaran sama sekali kerjaan bakal jd seperti ini. Okay, let’s say itu salah gue yg ga make myself clear about that, tapi toh ya penjelasan yg dikasih ke gw juga jauh dr praktek lapangannya.

C’mon, jaman sekarang ini lo dituntut menberikan profit untuk perusahaan tapi dengan keadaan dimana kesejahteraan lo ga dijamin?? Mikirin duit untuk bayar tempat tinggal, makan, sandang, dll aja udah mengkeret neh jidat, gimana mao mikirin profit perusahaan?? BULLSH*T BOSS!!

Kerjaan gada Jobdesc, gada SOP, tp pas dilakukan menurut style diri sendiri ehhhhh, kena semprot. Kerja bener diomelin, ga bener jg diomelin, jyahhh. Cape ati kaleeeee. Pas giliran tanya kerjaan harus gimana, dijawabnya : “Ya lakukan dgn cara kamu sendiri, emgnya kamu ga bs cari tahu sendiri?”, oh f*ck! Kalo mao menurut cara gue ya jgn aplikasikan standar elo untuk jd ukuran kerja gue donk BOSS!! Dumbass! Sini kasih gw dolo SOP ama Jobdesc standar perusahaan! Ga bs kasih kan lo??! Ngomongnya aja perusahaan gede yg pasarnya terbesar kedua di Indonesia, tapi manajemen perusahaannya kek benang kusut! kasih gaji karyawannya kek ngegaji lulusan abal2, malu donk ama All New C*mry elo th yg shinny2 kinclong!

Well, biarpun begitu emang sih ini perusahaan hebat, ya toh masih bisa dibilang perusahaan yg pegang bussiness core dr bank2 Indonesia. But despite that, maybe this company should just make some improvement and correction, kalo kagak ya gue sih tinggal watch it slowly but sure closed down ajah. Bukannya nyumpahin yah BOSS, but what you’ve sow is what you’ll reap. Lo tanem tomat ya panennya ntar tomat, ga mungkin lo panen duren kan??

I have dreams ; and I will put all my efforts to fullfil it.

I have only one life to live ; and I don’t wanna live it just for someone else`s sake.

I have many good times and somehow not-so-good times ; and I wanna treasure both.

I have scars, stains, and bruises ; and I learn how to deal with them altough it’s painful.

I have many options to decide ; and I appreciate the way sometimes excuses made me choose the right decision.

I have been living this hell-on-earth world for (not) a short time untill this day, and that’s why I understand why sometimes GOD makes you face difficult times, hard moments ; it’s just because He wants you to grow up and be tough.

You may think that your burden is too heavy for you to take, but just believe ; once you keep walking and still carrying those burden with you, you will realise that you’re not that weak as you ever thought you were.

what is the standard of a word, FAIR?

what indicates that you can call something a JUSTICE?

is it FAIR if you judge people from your own point of view without considerate x y z factors behind him/her that makes the ‘requirements’ can’t be fulfilled based on your standard?

can mention a word JUSTICE when you know that it’s irritating if someone judges you based on their standard without looking at themself ; and you practically did that too to other people!?

5 Songs Reminds You to Something, or Someone

Tau kan application ‘Living Social’ on Facebook itu? Nah kmrn  gw sempat addicted sm application yg satu ini. Salah satu yg gw kmrn ambil ya ini ‘5 Songs Reminds You to Something, or Someone’.

*) Lagu pertama Nice Guys Finish Last – Greenday ; lagu pas kelas 3 SMP jaman” br mulai ngerti bahasa inggris, jd ada yg sok”an kasih sebait lirik lagu ini -tapi grammar berantakan alias salah lirik- yg gw simpen” terus di dompet. Klu gw ga salah inget, bait seharusnya itu :

“Pressure cooker pick my brain and tell me I’m insane. I’m so fu*king happy I could cry. Every jokes can have its truth but now it jokes on you. I never knew you were such a funny guy. bla bla bla”

Tapi gw udah lupa sih waktu itu bait lirik yg di’pleset’kan jd ditulis kayak apa. hihi -piss Bi-

*) Dua, The Lover After Me – Savage Garden ; Ini sih lagu kebangsaan, tiap saat ga bosen deh dengerin ini lagu. Dari arti harafiahnya aja udah nancep : Kekasih Setelah Diriku *cyeilahh* which means lagu ini lagu mellow patah hati yg tell you about how to deal with feeling and reality that your ex have found another lover. Uhuhuhu, saket.

“Ever since you’ve been gone, the lights go out the same. The only difference is, you call another name. To your love, to your lover now. To your love, the lover after me.”

*) Tiga, Don’t Look Back In Anger – Oasis ; lagu ini lagu wajib saban gw-rian-felix-san-dkk pegi karaoke. Dan yg paling ga bs lupa yaitu tiap mo nyanyi ni lagu, Rian ma Felix pasti brantem dulu rebutan mic! Brantem rebutan pilih ni lagu, dan ga kalah sableng, mereka trus nyanyi duet sambil gegayaan bak Oasis in Live Concert. Pake naek” sofa, ngejengkang” geje nyanyinya, sampe tereak” ala Noel Gallagher yg bikin orang” di karaoke room buru2 tutup kuping sblm harus berobat ke THT.

“Soooooooooo Sally can wait, she knows it’s too late as we’re walking on by. Her soul slides away, but don’t look back in anger I hear you say.”

Jadi kangen Happy Puppy deh, karaoke lagi yoookkk.

*) Empat, No Air – Jordin Sparks ft. Chris Brown ; Ini lagu Jordin pertama yg gw denger. Pdhl duluan booming lagu Tatto kan, tp gw malah denger ini dulu, br denger Tatto. Lagu ini juga dpt referensinya secara ga sengaja, dr YM iseng ditengah malam buta sm seorang teman baik -ya, baik- yg hobi copas lirik” lagu ke YM sambil becandaan melontarkan rayuan pulau kelapa ga mutu, hihi. Waktu itu tiba” aja muncul dialog box YM yg isinya lirik lagu No Air ini, dan karena sang pengirim lirik mati”an bilang ini buagoezzzz, bsk paginya dengan koneksi inet kantor yang kenceng gila gw donlot lah itu video klip No Air, eh iya bener buaguz, jd donlot lah itu mp3 nya sekalian.

“But how? Do you expect me? To live a life with just me? Cause my world revolves around you it’s so hard for me to breathe.”

*) Lima, Haru Haru (Day After Day) – BigBang

“Dorabojimalgo tteonagara Tto nareul chatjimalgo saragara Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoeeopgie Johatdeon gieongman gajyeogara Geureokjeoreok chamabolmanhae Geureokjeoreok gyeondyeonaelmanhae Neon geureolsurok haengbokhaeyadwae Haru haru Mudyeojyeogane”

Kagak tau artinya?? Sama gw juga. haha. Tp tenang, dibawah ntar gw kasih trensletan nya -katro bngt seh nulis translate aja kagak bisa-. Ini lagu pertamanya gw gmau dengerin, gw bilang ma si Lola Maya san” : kagak ahh, gw ga demen lagi tuh lagu” korea macem begitu. Eeeeehhh, mkn omongan dah akhirnya. Ga sengaja denger tuh lagu dikosan temen, dengan polosnya gw tanya : Buagus ihh, lagu sapa neh? Minta dunk. Ga pake aba” lg, temen gw langsung ktawa sambil bilang : Huahahahaha, makan tuh omongan u kagak demen lagu korea, nih lagu tuh yg kmrn gw suruh u denger!. Jyahh, malu abis. Dah ah, nih lgsg aja ke trensletan nya.

“Don’t look back and leave. Don’t find me again and live (on). Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories.
I can bear it in some way. I can stand in some way. You should be happy if you are like this.
I become dull day by day”

well, it’s just a game. to laugh at and to play for.

hehe.

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You don’t have the rights to ask me “how do you do?”!!

Don’t come closer if it’s just to suffer me once more!

I had a life to live, and I had a new love to cherish..

So, don’t come near, I’m not totally over you yet ;

not now..